and i've had some time.

It's been a long while since I've blogged.
I suppose that I just gave myself a lot of space to think for awhile.

Well, a lot of things have happened.
I've decided to go on with the surgery.
I've made some new friends.
Drifted from others.
I've realized a few new things concerning my musical future..

I've also realized that my favorite key is B.
Though I never use it..
Mostly because when I try to write a song with it, I never get further than a few measures.
That all of course has a lot of other metaphorical meaning in it.
Take it for what you will.

I need to get more proactive about my music.
I'm slacking.
I need to be able to take the next step somewhere.
I guess recording a professional CD is a start.
And then just playing shows as much as possible is the next step I guess.

The most activity comes in the smallest amount of time.
Always.

This year feels like a repeat of last year actually.
The only difference is that I'm not mentally retarded this year.

Back to music again.
I think something really good will happen this year.
I can almost taste it.
I just need to open my mind more.
I don't seem able to fully let everything in.
But it's time to start.

The air we breathe
The loss of Fall leaves
Just like us
The earth is getting older

glass mountain roads.

And I've come back changed
Still with a lot of thinking to do
This time I want to myself could be arranged
But I wouldn't need to be alone if I had you

;0

toast.

Tonight was quite good..

"I thought it was about cereal!"
Puhaha.

i might be wrong.

Ahh..
I feel that the air around me has been way too thin lately.
I don't really know what's happening.
I know what I feel.
But do I know what any other single person feels?
No.
Unfortunately.

On the south side of memories
I seem to remember
A conversation lost to my reveries
A day in this November

orange days.

Ah, turkey day.
Ironically enough, I don't like turkey too much.
But still, it must eat it.

distance.

I seem to find that the shower is the perfect place for me to do my thinking.
But, when I actually get there, I find the water drops are too distracting.

As far as I got tonight was..
"How can something with no color be so colorful at the same time. How can something with no color be so colorful at the same time. How can something with no color be so colorful at the same time. How can something with no color be so colorful at the same time..."
The water kept making my head start over again.
Making even a simple question impossible to answer.

Color isn't about the spectrum of light and whatnot really.
It's more about imagination, you know?
Meaning. Metaphors. Stories.
The most colorful thing I have is in...
Gray.
Black.
And white.

change is for the exciting, the bored and the brilliant.

I decided to spruce up the look of this blog a bit.

I'd say it looks good.
But from my perspective I'm not sure if I'm right.

Either way, it's staying for the moment.

Thanks to... some guy from deviantART for the picture I used in the header.

Now I'm going to get going and do what I had previously promised.
Plus watch Mythbusters.